TITLE: Special, Cause It's Our Own
CHAPTER: one: I WILL POSSESS YOUR HEART
PAIRING: Bones/Kirk
RATING: R
WORD COUNT: 6,297
SUMMARY: two lonely people meet, in one life time or the other- set in suburban shores of Cape Cod, two young boys find each other, grow with each other, and then find each other again after losing each other.
WARNING: first time writing Kirk/Bones, AU!, for this chapter: panic attacks, ALOT of unanswered questions




( ITS LIKE A BOOK ELEGANTLY BOUND BUT in a language you can't read... )

Title: Doesn’t Matter
Rating: R
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Spoilers: season 5 ep.4
Warning: Character deaths, drug use, minor-minor thoughts of suicide
beta: oldwillow_brook OH WHAT WILL BECOME OF ME WITHOUT YOU?!



(  NOTHING MATTERS IN THE WORLD MADE OF MATTER IF WE ARE ALONE  )

Title: Jazz Singers Knew The Answers To Life
Author: Naimu
Pairing: McCoy/Chekov
Rating: PG13
Length: 5327 words
Summary: A perky pianist with dreams he believe he can't pursue, and a grumpy bartender who believe he isn't allowed to dream any more- a love story that great Jazz legends would sing about. beta-ed by oldwillow_brook ­­­­­­­







( I'm A Fool To Want you... I'm A Fool To Want you.... )

i need to pay attention!
things i need to do

1. finish either INDESCRIBABLE(hosu- drama) or NOT YOU BUT YOUR OLDER BROTHER (yoosu-comedy)

2. BLING AND PIMP UP the HOSU_YWH comm.

3. FINISH THAT BLASTED TORCHWOOD FIC! TWO DAMN MORE CHAPTERS WHY CANT I DO IT?!?!

OK NAIMU GO!

THIS IS you AND i

dean/cas fanmix and ficlets by naimu and graphics done by zed_pm




( THIS IS you AND i- )

Title: The Not So Usual Garden Variety
Genre: angst/romance
Pairing: Castiel/Dean (main!), Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17

Summary: in this story: Dean was not rescued by angels after his four months in hell, and he is out on earth as Lilith’s personal assistant… and that’s where we start…
Warning: Violence physically, mentally, sexually (not that I condone it! It’s just that it’s for the plot… please don’t think I condone sexual violence) swearing… and total blasphemy… and yes, I know I am totally going to hell for this…






( Can you tell me if sun flowers scorch? Are their yellow canary petals actually burning fleur? )

Title: I Googled your Ass on the Internet
Rating: PG
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Summary: the internet is a wonderful place. after episode 2! season 4! (one shot… short and sweet)




( LOL INTERNET!!! LOL INTERNET!!!! )

Title: when STARS cross
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Rating: PG13
Summary:
“Go away- get away- dont come to me with those eyes so full- i dont know what to do other than grow this want to hold you- don’t cry, don’t you dare cry… not for me… not for anyone…. Not even for God- don’t cry…”Dean’s POV of, for STAR CROSSED LOVERS everywhere please comment there too ^________^!






( it's not food anymore Dean! it's Darwinism! )

Title: for STAR-CROSSED lovers everywhere
Rating: PG13
Pairing: Dean/ Castiel
Summary: Sam knows every Dean-ism there is to know about Dean… but now he’s just lost- and maybe he shouldn’t try to understand some things- because some things are better if left alone.

FOR: dangerous_47 who i've recently befriended ! she has PROMPTED ME! and i have happily written this for her ^_______^! and i am sorry what's going on with your country... i know this wont make the finacial crisis get any better, but i hope you feel momentarily better after you read this!~!!







( Mhhmmm that fabric softening teddy bear- hunt that bitch down.... )

Title: The Not So Usual Garden Variety
Genre: angst/romance
Pairing: Castiel/Dean (main!), Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17

Summary: in this story: Dean was not rescued by angels after his four months in hell, and he is out on earth as Lilith’s personal assistant… and that’s where we start…
Warning: Violence physically, mentally, sexually (not that I condone it! It’s just that it’s for the plot… please don’t think I condone sexual violence) swearing… and total blasphemy… and yes, I know I am totally going to hell for this…



PREVIOUS CHAPTERS:
PRELUDE: do sunflowers scorch?
Chapter One: Nine months of Hell... literally
Chapter Two: Nine months of Hell... figuratively


( Dean wouldn’t know what to do if Lilith casted him away- if Lilith didn’t care for him, who did? No one! No one would care for him… he’d be alone- like in the pit- all alone… and he couldn’t be all alone… )

Title: The Not So Usual Garden Variety
Genre: angst/romance
Pairing: Castiel/Dean (main!), Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17

Summary: in this story: Dean was not rescued by angels after his four months in hell, and he is out on earth as Lilith’s personal assistant… and that’s where we start…
Warning: Violence physically, mentally, sexually (not that I condone it! It’s just that it’s for the plot… please don’t think I condone sexual violence) swearing… and total blasphemy… and yes, I know I am totally going to hell for this…

PREVIOUS PARTS
PRELUDE: do sunflowers scorch?
Chapter One: Nine months of Hell... literally


( Guilt- this must be what human guilt feels like. )

Title: The Not So Usual Garden Variety
Genre: angst/romance
Pairing: Castiel/Dean (main!), Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17

Summary: in this story: Dean was not rescued by angels after his four months in hell, and he is out on earth as Lilith’s personal assistant… and that’s where we start…
Warning: Violence physically, mentally, sexually (not that I condone it! It’s just that it’s for the plot… please don’t think I condone sexual violence) swearing… and total blasphemy… and yes, I know I am totally going to hell for this…


AN: to get to the previous parts, just click the author's tags at her journal~ THANK YOU ^_________^!


( Dean realized after fifty years in hell that nothing can save him- nothing will get him out of hell… so he better make the best of it.  )

Title: Not Your Usual Garden Variety...
Genre: angst/romance
Pairing: Castiel/Dean (main!), Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17

Summary: in this story: Dean was not rescued by angels after his four months in hell, and he is out on earth as Lilith’s personal assistant… and that’s where we start…
Warning: Violence physically, mentally, sexually (not that I condone it! It’s just that it’s for the plot… please don’t think I condone sexual violence) swearing… and total blasphemy… and yes, I know I am totally going to hell for this…






( do sunflowers scorch? )

Title: Hello, my name is...
fandom: SUPERNATURAL
genre: angst, GEN. no pairing
summary: Hell
disclaimer: NOT MY SHIT! damn you KRIPKE!!!!
rating: pg.13 (?) better safe than sorry


DETICATED TO : xxmiss_nyxiexx who made me a BEAUTIFUL ICON of JENSEN~!!!! and who is also a new friend via LIVEJOURNAL!!! ((YAAAAAAAAY!!!)

i dont know if you'll like this. because it's crap. sorry~~
well here it goes!

(  my name is Dean Winchester... my name is Dean Winchester... )

my readers should thank rain...
that he's motivated me to start writing k-pop fanfiction again